tonight my partner in crime and i will be watching hapiness while having a few drinks with friends. i am also discovering the meaning of happiness as im finally getting to know the one that makes me smile. hes giving me another chance...something i never expected. hes the sweetest thing ive ever known. here we go now...us against the world...the ( Read more... )

the guy at the coffee shop ( Read more... )

ahh a day off of work...seems like a miracle...too bad the sky is clouded and gray. lately life's been bittersweet...as we see people come and go. some are coming home...some are going home..its all a cycle...and living here again lets me see it all go down. the next few weeks should be relaxing...but somewhat empty without the people that add such ( Read more... )

i thought of missing him today ( Read more... )

i sell thousands of dollars worth of clothes all day ( Read more... )

so ive made some mistakes.....but now im learning and fixing the things i dont like. its not easy...but im tired of people saying its all ok...we make mistakes...because in my mind its not ok...when you know yourself better than that. i need people that know me to say...hey-this isnt you...you need to be real. im through with joey...and all the i ( Read more... )

i just love living this confusing life ive been given (sarcasm)...i honestely to not understand men...and i will admit it. why pursue someone and then be an ass??? i do not get it. whatever. tonight will be amazing...we are going out to have fun...how real the fun will be i do not know...but the attempt should bring some rewards. look out nashville ( Read more... )

its interesting how something can be so good that you dont even want to write about it...demeaning it by words just wouldnt do.

waiting to talk. when he wakes up we will talk. we really need to talk. the end.

ahh last night was amazing amidst the underlying situations...mm was incredible as bo served us beer and pizza while doing such a great job! the manager comes and sits with us as he has done before and we end up meeting up after they closed...hmm. So tori showed up and we all had a great time. erin and i definately needed this night. so aftertwards ( Read more... )