Life is beginning to look up for me ( Read more... )

Ah why do I miss someone so much who doesn't even want to be with me?
I'm such a loser.

I just wish he loved me and we could be happy and this would all be over.

:-(

I miss a lot of things ( Read more... )

Holy shit, I'm actually updating. What to say? Well.. this weekend was complete craaappp. People in my family are immature and need to stop holding grudges, but Andiomos was yummy. I was sick all weekend. This cold is weird. First my throat was on fire for 2 days and I had almost no voice. Now I have that plus nose problems. Yaaaay for being sick. ( Read more... )

Valentines day (well monday when Jon and I celebrated it) made me feel so special. I had so much fun and was surprised with a gorgeous present =) I don't think I stopped smiling all night ( Read more... )

Things are pretty much the same. I haven't really been doing much but working and being with Jon (which has been great.) I really need a second job since my hours have been drastically cut. Hopefully I can get one at a daycare center or preschool, so I can get more experience for what I hope is going to be my future career ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that so far, this year is shaping up to be pretty crappy. Nothing good has happened. Everything sucks right now. I've realized that I really don't have to many people backing me up lately. I've lost two friends to moving, and really don't talk to them anymore. I've lost my best friend to a guy, and I don't even remember ( Read more... )

Yay I'm ok :) Everything went better than I expected and I should be back to work by monday. I would love visiters, so call or come over if you want to! :)

I'm so grateful for the people that stayed with me all day yesterday :D And to the people who called to see how I was doing. Thank you!!

So Christmas kind of sucked, but oh well. I got a lot of good stuff and got to spend some time with my family. It's finally the new year. Maybe this one will be better than last? This year wasn't too bad, a lot of ups and downs. NYE was awesome.. one of the most relaxing nights ever. Yes, he is amazing.
Happy New Year :)