As I sat and watched Ilya play a game and then a movie (One, Two, Three) with Megan and Ilya I was sitting beside Megan on the couch and she was wearing a pair of jeans. Not the dark blue ones that cling to her ass making me hard and unable to keep from staring at her beautiful tight ass, but lighter ones with little stones in a design on the back ( Read more... )

Tonight I watched a movie with Megan and Ilya and there was this part where after Val kilmers wife got shot in the head he crawls out (shot himself) leans back against the wall opposite her and looks at her. She lies there with her head against the wall tears from her eyes had streaked down and it hurt me so much knowing what he is feeling, staring ( Read more... )

So today was my first day of shooting on the Film "29 Needles" and I think I did pretty good as far as I can tell. Scott the director seemed happy with my performance. I also rehearsed for a scene with Paul who will be playing Yves who approaches me at a bar and although not really interested in his advances I reluctantly go to his place to have ( Read more... )

In the shower as I plead ( Read more... )

Sitting in the breaks between ( Read more... )

Almost one year ago my love left to take her annual two week vacation to spend with her dad and I knew the day she called me to ask me to not get mad but to tell me she wanted to stay another week I began to panic knowing it would result badly that I began to get upset even as she told me not to panic and all would be fine ( Read more... )

So after a quick shower and hair cut I realized looking at the clock on the PC it's 12:07 "Shit! I'm late!" I get all my shit together, out the door, in the car and I'm off. Traffic is it's usual for a Saturday at this time. Had I just left earlier it wouldn't be so bad. It's ok I'm making good time. As I approach the 495 & 270 split I make a dash ( Read more... )

Well I received word that my second security background check cleared and that I have the job at the FDIC, now I await the FedEx package to arrive to sign the offer from Unisys. Although I am happy about the job and that I'll be back making money, more than the last job, to be honest my feelings border apathetic to sad. There are so many things ( Read more... )

Well this morning I just received word from the security department that my background check is complete and everything is clear and the security officer called Unisys to inform them they may proceed and notify me with my start date ( Read more... )

Where would I begin to begin ( Read more... )