I have just invented the Element Drive System for space flight by Magnetic Field Design!

Thanx Mom

My dad died 01/26/09 09:00 I'm alone now.

My mommy died 01/17/2009 02:30 AM, and I miss her so much!

She was my best friend.

R.I.P

Saw Freezepop last night and it was a blast, much better than I thought they would be live and from live videos I've seen, and me dressed as a neko. Everyone loved my tail. How it would bounce, and swing, and sway. I even felt up a few boys and girls with it. It's funny, it moves around so life like people think it's robotic, and I can control it's ( Read more... )

I just want to be happy, mostly, this site is temporary happiness,
i want to, eventually, find someone who, when we're
old and a shriveled up and on your death bed,
you look into each others eyes as you say goodbye
and know that you mattered

Lately I have just been having fun, going to adult parties, you know the ones you hear about. Tanning in my tanning bed and working out. Relaxing in the hot tub and thinking about the next set of changes I want to do to the house, working on the yard, laying seed and weed killer, adding a tree swing, planting flowers. And soon moving the car still ( Read more... )

Fear of an enemy a hand to a face words I overhear ( Read more... )

Think not of it falling, but as flying

Feeling against your face, the rush of air

Like in our dreams, without even trying

Inside your ears, and whisking through your hair

We gaze and peer in to close to the ledge

Our convictions are found inside one’s soul

Spiraling out of control near the edge

Reflect from the walls of the rabbit hole
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Today I am with Megan and she has been dealing with some issues not to mention one that once again brings insult, apologies, and lack of substance to her world. All I can think abut is how another instance of the prior along with demeaning stupidity makes me angry. Angry with the fact that she seems so alone inside and possibly teetering ( Read more... )

One Flash

The favorite author I wont have read

The skys of blue I wont have seen

The roads upon I wont have drove

The movies & shows I wont have viewed

The kitchen & home I wont have cleaned

The grounds of children I wont have played

The fallen son I wont have raised

The love my heart I wont have shared

The life I wanted I wont have lived

The cities & towns ( Read more... )