life...is moving along...i still want him back but i cant wait forever....

Great day today!! Life is getting better...no more tears witll be shed because of you!!

So I have class tonight at 6:30 and I so do not want to go but you know I have to so...I am doing good...I havent cried in like 12 hrs...lol...well i will probably update more later...maybe something exciting will have happened by then...

"Kourtney": you have no idea how proud I am of you if you really threw that stuff away ( Read more... )

Today was not so bad...Carolina plays at 5:30 so watching that should take my mind off of things...I re-did my buddy info on my aim today..I like it...it is so cold in my room right now..my hands are freezing..but the funny thing is i could get under the blanket but i dont want to have to unmake my bed...I decided to mail jason his bank card...that ( Read more... )

So...I did good today....Jason got online and wasnt away and I didnt instant message him...it was hard...and you know what really pissed me off is that this whole thing is really difficult for me i mean i seriously have NOONE to talk to about it because no one can come close to being able to relate to me and my aperents are just so thrilled that ( Read more... )

i would just to say i have a new love in my life and it is my bed...i know that whenever i leave it will be waiting for me with arms wide open...i can sit or lay on it and it doesnt care...it keeps me warm and it makes me feel safe...i realized this morning that one of the hardest parts of losing jason is the fact that he was my best friend and he ( Read more... )

Nobody reads this thing anymore which makes it easier for me to write in it seeing how no one important is going to see it. so here goes, jason and i broke up, i mean forever adn before you guys say oo you will get back together..i wish i believed that but we are not...he said the dreaded words i just dont love you anymore, i thought i was going to ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!!!

not the greatest weekend ever...i havent go to see jason yet..i will get to see him tomorrow...then we are headed back up to ECU to spend the week together woo-hoo!!