wOw... its been a while... jerry and me are good... our lease here is up in about 3 months a little less... we want to get a house in sullivan but ive been having a hard time with the job thing.. NOW i have one i really like and i plan on staying there for a while.. but i hate renting soo after out lease is up we are moving into jerrys parents ( Read more... )

i just want this all to end! i want to go home. i want to see my mom. i want to see my little sister gracie... i miss them so much.. and for some reason i've been very unhappy lately ( Read more... )

i got on livejournal b/c i had lots to say ( Read more... )

today has been hell... very emotional for me ( Read more... )

i want to tell about the fight me and jerry had. But it is to painful to even think about now. I want to let it out but this time i just cant ( Read more... )

we packed most of today... well i did and he watched mostly... lol i dont care tho... most of our stuff is in boxes. i am so excited to move. i have a $500 check coming from my dad. a $700 check coming from my stocks or whatever. and then i dont know how much coming for my birthday and i still have one last check coming from work on friday. so we ( Read more... )

i know its been forever... im not sure why ( Read more... )

well its been a while im sorry... christmas was good... new years fucking sucks balls... we did absolutly nothing... i fell asleep at like 11 b/c i was sooo bored... anyway ( Read more... )

i dont know why our relationship isnt going anywhere... he is very distant at times... i dont know if it just something wrong with me... i think at times that if maybe i lose enough weight that it would save/help our relationship... but idk... ive been trying to anyway tho... it might help a lil ( Read more... )

soo i am working full time now... well acually like 9 hours a day with no lunch break.... i take smoke breaks when i can.... but for like 2 mins... ive been getting up between 5 and 6 am i know it doesnt sound that bad but by the end of the day im exhaused... most of the time ( Read more... )