I miss my old livejournal, more than I miss livejournal itself, but I can't remember my username, and I certainly wouldn't be able to remember my password. Or maybe I just miss the time period of which I was writing in that livejournal. I had a lot more to write about then than I do now. Or at least a lot more interesting things to write about. Now ( Read more... )

i've been on stage 1 of the scd for 2 days now. eating boring chicken carrot soup, plain eggs, and grape juice geletin. i thought i was ok enough to move onto stage 2, and introduced peanut butter tonight. way to go. all of my symptoms came back within a matter of minutes. now i'm right back where i started. i have to go back to the beginning of ( Read more... )

are you kidding me. i ate like half a gluten free chocolate cake last night. it was the best thing i ever tasted in my life. and that was my fairwell. today i started the scd. i took my last sip of cream and sugar filled coffee, and my stomach thanked me. i find it very hard to believe that i'm willingly not going to have a single grain of sugar ( Read more... )

i suck for waking up at 6:00 this morning. but i rule for getting so much done. christopher was a big help today. very supportive. we got a lot of business crap taken care of. i spent about 6 hours tearing apart somebodys old memories. i made "spaghetti" out of uncooked zucchini strips. i changed diapers. i payed bills and did the checkbook. all ( Read more... )

for dinner i made two seperate dishes. a pizza for christopher, with cheese, pepperoni, red pepper, green pepper, spinach, mushrooms, and love (come on). and a pizza pie for myself, with polenta instead of pizza crust. polenta. what the fuck is polenta. when i asked for it at the store, the cashier looked at me and just blinked a couple of times. ( Read more... )

after i had eleanore, i started getting headaches. we thought it was from breastfeeding. i thought i was dehydrated. so i would drink more water, and eat more when i thought i needed to. that didn't help. so then we thought it was migraines. i tried multiple drugs, none of them worked. then, maybe allergies. still, nothing works. and since i had ( Read more... )

tornados and golf ball sized hail. 80 degree weather and sun tans. in a little while i'm going to smoothie king for a shot of wheat grass juice and then to walk the air park. things have been ok. not great, or even good, but ok. and i hate it when people ask "how are you" as a greeting, because if i answer "bad", then i look like a sucky person, ( Read more... )

this morning while i was taking a shower, i started thinking about the way i set the shampoo and conditioner on the shelf. the same way i always have. and then i started thinking about the way i rinse my hair. back towards the water. but in movies, they do it front towards the water. then i started wondering how other people take showers. but ( Read more... )

we finally made a trip to the library. i haven't been online in months. but now that i'm on it, i miss it. we're probably going to get it at the apartment after the first of the year. we just purchased our airline tickets to go home for christmas. we're leaving abilene the 17th of december, and coming back on the 31st. we couldn't stay for new ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in the business office with a 6 week old baby strapped to my chest. this is the only way i can get anything done. 30 minutes on the elliptical with an extra 9 lbs hanging off of the front of me is an amazing workout. picking up the living room with 9 lbs hanging off of me, another good workout. anything with a 9 lb baby hanging off of ( Read more... )