I still have such a bad taste in my mouth about Seattle and all the people I thought used to be my friends up there. There were always 2 gay couples, me and Houston and Ryan and Allee. Me and Houston broke up and so did Ryan and Allee...and now Houston and Ryan are together...it just makes me feel so sick and betrayed...especially since me and Ryan ( Read more... )

Last final tomorrow at 8:30...I just have absolutely no drive to study. Finally going home to Longview tomorrow...even though I'll be up here again 3 more times in the next 2 weeks.

In other news, I'm obsessed with Lady Gaga and Drake.

Things I hope I will always be ( Read more... )

I'm moving back to Longview for the summer. In a way I'm sort of ashamed, and feel a sense of defeat...like the only reason I'm going back is because I couldn't cut it in the big city. But when it comes down to it, I could stay in Seattle if I wanted, but I need to be with my family for a while ( Read more... )

I'm burnt out on school...
I don't know what I want to do this summer...
I went to the Beyonce concert tonight, and even though it was amazing, it didn't cheer me up much.
I'm so sick of boy drama that it's not even funny.

3 out of 3 of the last guys I've tried to talk to...Houston has ended up texting me about it. I'm being fucking watched ( Read more... )

Going to court on Friday...Domestic Violence: 4th degree Assault ( Read more... )

I need to find some way to be happy alone...none of the gay guys I ever meet can give me the butterflies a straight guy can...when will I ever be able to stick to eating healthy?...why is it so hard to do "the right thing" sometimes?...why am I not reading right now?...or better yet, I want to write a novel.

I suppose I should have learned my lesson by now ( Read more... )

The course of the next 2 years ( Read more... )