I have completely lost my motivation to stay in shape. I'm not fat by any means...it's more like any tiny bit of muscle that I did have has kind of evaporated out of my body. I used to eat salads all the time...now I just don't eat. And when I do eat, it's all just junk food. The last time I had an attractive picture taken of me was about a year ( Read more... )

I've been going back and reading my journal entries from a couple years ago...I was fucking crazy.

It's almost 5 in the morning and I'm taking a break from writing a paper. If I can make it through this week I'll be amazed. I can't wait for Christmas break so I can just kick back and relax.

I want organic meat. And I'm glad I ride a bike...if only it weren't so cold outside.

Hopefully this clears things up, Rachel ( Read more... )

-Houston loves me, a lot ( Read more... )

I've missed writing in my livejournal...so I'm gonna try to make it a habit again ( Read more... )

Now that Houston and I aren't together, my life in Seattle pretty much seems pointless. I go to school, come home, cook dinner, do homework, and then do it all over again ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna quit drinking. It's not like alcohol is a problem for me, I just never end up drinking when other people are anyway, so why not just take it one more step. Last time I did drink I ended up throwing up all over the place. Not cool. It's more fun for me to be the only sober one anyway.

PLUS it will save a ton of calories. =)

So basically I'm super depressed and super happy at the same time. Make sense much? Didn't think so ( Read more... )

American Idol tryouts are coming up in a few days and I'm nervous as hell. I know I'm only doing it for fun, but STILL ( Read more... )