Graduation is near, just two days away ( Read more... )

That's what I'm workin on right now.

* Graduatin on time....... HOPEFULLY!!!:
I need to quit foolin and get my shit together again. I'm tryin so hard to not let this one lil funky management class bring me down. This has got to be the worse class I've taken, ok maybe not the worse but hell, close enough.

* My future career:What the hell am I ( Read more... )

I love this song, I think it's so beautiful.

Song: Hey There DelilahArtist: Plain White T's ( Read more... )

So..... last night was the first time in awhile that I actually cried myself to sleep. It was horrible. I felt like someone was stabbing me deep in the heart... and that someone was me. I actually prayed too, I haven't done that in a while either ( Read more... )

I saw this quote on my friend's AIM info.

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."
- Helen KellerI had been lookin at that closed door for far way too long. I'm good now.... I believe I am. I can do without that door being ( Read more... )

Such an idiot.

I hate drinking,
but I wont stop.

I wanna drink &
not stop.

Such an idiot.

I can't speak,
but the liquor speaks for me.

I don't speak and
someone speaks instead of me.

Obviously it wasn't meant to be.

Such an idiot.

Some serious changes need to be made in my life. I thought I was doing ok.... apparently I'm not. I was doing good for a very long time, but once there's pressure, stress, and frustrations it's hard. It seems like when I set a personal goal for myself I end up breaking it. How does that happen??? Why do I become so weak??? I don't understand how I ( Read more... )

I think I just realized how much my girlz mean so much to me. I just took care of three of my girlz tonight, as much as I could. I talked to them, tired to comfort them, and walked them home. I love them so much. They like sisters to me, and I hope nothing bad ever happens to them. I will pray them, watch after them & love them to death ( Read more... )

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It feels like a rainy day ( Read more... )