I haven't been driving much these days, which is a dreary sort of thing in the middle of the suburbs. I went out today without looking at the weather, which is probably the least prepared I've been for anything in a while. A storm caught me, parked in the park parking lot, in the middle of some after school sports frenzy.

I thought maybe I would ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I look back at my previous self, I feel my current self disintegrating -- how is it possible that I have existed in so many versions? I am not sure if or how they are related... and so if they are not real to me now, my now self we not be any more real to me later. It is painful, and also pointless.

Empty?

 well I hate when I just feel terrible and I realize that
I have been going through my contacts and calling them, and the few who answer, then, multiple times, too many times and it gets to be to the point where I am too worried about being a bother and I just have no idea what to do I guess nothing I guess
always have these silly ideas about fixing ( Read more... )

 How do you tell which things are poison and which are the necessary pains?

 I will be returning to Maine in two weeks ( Read more... )

And, a-hum-hum-hum ( Read more... )

Sometimes I say things in the absolute wrong tone of voice.

This Entry is Regarding Manners and Building Maintenance ( Read more... )

Today I went to cross the street. I looked both ways, I looked ahead, around,and stepped out. Stepped out on to a dead squirrel.