there are words i need to hear
and this world wont speak them to me
there are wounds that need to heal
but there are no bandages for them here

there is a warmth i need to feel
but even the sun can be so cold
i try to satisfy my longing for
peace and joy and love and hope but,

i am so tired of everything
I need you to sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can ( Read more... )

So these past few weeks have been so exhausting. I worked everyday from 7:15-2:00 or so and everyday it was at least 90 degrees and so humid. But work was really fun. We started building a house and i just love it. I realized how much i enjoyed working consturction. Just doing hard labor is enjoyable to me, its physical work and since i love ( Read more... )

First of all i want to apologize b/c this might get a little harsh but it needs to get said b/c if it doesnt im just going to explode. Ok so my dad and i were riding to ann arbor today and i was thinking about what i wrote last night and realized i completely forgot something. so here it is. When i heard that Kris got yelled at for reading that ( Read more... )

well the past few days all i have done is either work or play sports, which isnt a bad thing what-so-ever. Im really glad that ive been active lately im loving it. well all things were GREAT until today/last night. so Kris and i had some awesome talks tonight. We actually talked about a lot of things going on in our lives. And actually on ( Read more... )

I dont even know where to begin for this one, i have so much to talk about, and so little time to do it in. This weekend was just perfect. i should definitely be thanking God for all the things he has given me. I dont even think that i deserve like 10% of what he has given me. I truely am blessed. I am definitely not where i expected to be at ( Read more... )

Well all i have to say is AMAZING. This weekend was amazing. YOU are amazing.

But right now im so tired that i can barely stay awake so im going to bed.

So its been two weeks since my last entry, idk what happened, maybe i didnt have the motivation, or maybe i had nothing too exciting to write about. Well these past two weeks have been pretty good, I've been doing a lot of work. Ha A LOT of work. I realized this week how much i really enjoy working construction, its really nice to be able to see ( Read more... )

I have a feeling this one might be short. IDK im just really frustrated right now.....maybe its male PMS, maybe its the heat, MAYBE its because i played like absolute SHIT tonight at softball.....sorry about that but its true i just played like shit and there is no other way to say it. yea im not really sure what to say, its just frustrating to ( Read more... )

well i havent had time to update lately, i had a busy weekend, a GOOD weekend. No wait, a GREAT weekend. Friday i headed into Warren about 9:45, got there around 11:30 and kris and i went to Applebee's for lunch. well i had lunch, Kris just had a basket of fries. After that we went back to her house and grabbed a big towel so we could go to ( Read more... )

Now you wanna talk about your highs and lows in a day. I think ive done from one extreme to another, at least twice in the past 4 hours. I dont even know where to begin. So much to think about, so little time to do it in, and for some reason i just feel like its gonna hit the fan sometime. I really hope it doesnt, but only God knows. Yea this ( Read more... )