So today was a huge day for me. first of all i got my toncils out at 12:30PM. and second it was the first time i had surgery EVER. surprisingly i wasnt as nervous or afraid as i thought i would be. I went in at 11:30 they preped me and they took me in and before i knew it i was out and then i was waking up out of surgery. I heard the pain was ( Read more... )

So last night i finally came home for christmas break. its nice being home, but i hate being away from Kris, the last time i was away from her this long was summer, and so much has changed that it gets harder and harder to leave her. i definitely can not wait until i dont have to leave her ever again. it was so nice, i got to spend the last five ( Read more... )

ok so this week has consisted of me doing roughly 90 hours of homework.....think about that. it feels like my life has been consumed by school. I finally got to see Kris today, its felt like its been weeks. tonight was her christmas concert and it was really good. no correction, it was amazing. some of the songs were just incredable and you ( Read more... )

Ok so this isnt a real update, Kristin had this in her live journal and i thought it was awesome, and so true. all these things are things i want to exhibit in my life and my walk W/ Jesus. and because i too am a part of that fellowship in His name ( Read more... )

First of all its so nice to actually be home, i forgot how much i liked being home, how much i actually missed my parents, my friends, and my family. But also being home means im away from Kris and I miss her more than anything right now. Its amazing, this summer i spent sometimes 5 weeks away from her and this is only a week and its just so hard ( Read more... )

If I were to die tonight, what would you remember about me?

So i know i havent updated in a LONG time and im really surprised that no one has really given me a hard time about it. So today i went to campus crusade w/o my girl for the first time in a long time. At first i felt really weird being there w/o her but it made me realize a lot of things about myself, a lot of BAD things. The person speaking ( Read more... )

Afraid of what might have happened to me ( Read more... )

Brought into this world kicking and screaming
Parents smiling ear to ear, a twinkle in their eye
Telling everyone about their new pride and joy
only god knows how their son is going to grow

As you grow, life takes on a new meaning
You tell your parents its time to say goodbye
They wonder what happened to their little boy
The one who sat on your lap and ( Read more... )

Its alright, im ok, it aint nothin but another day
only God know where i'd be if you'd ever stop loving me.

So much better than i was 4 hours ago. life is once again good. I think:)

*Kiss* <3