Runaway, runaway
But that wont make it any better
Runaway, just runaway
And make tomorrow
Harder to live than today

I hate not having control of my thoughts.......I hate that sometimes unrelated ( Read more... )

So this girl I used to hang out with IMed me the other day & kinda "made nice" with me I guess you could say...evidently she & I had our falling out b/c she was jealous of me...she didnt really go into detail, just apologized for the way things happened & said she knew it was immature but she was jealous of me....um ok....jealous of what ( Read more... )

I don't wanna come back down
From this cloud
It's taken me all this time to find
Just what I need

Ughhh......I HATE coming down.....it's the worst

Explain to me how something thats supposedly so bad for you can make you feel sooo amazing

I feel different today than I have in awhile.....I'm sick of letting you have this "control" over me.....both of you ( Read more... )

Notice me ( Read more... )

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

Why do ( Read more... )

Hehehe....didnt I tell you not to fuck with me?

Didnt I warn you? Didnt I say I'd beat you at your own game?

Maybe next time you'll listen....don't fuck with a pro, I'll be your worst nightmare

Let the games begin...

Ahhh.....very cliche but oh so true.....sometimes you just gotta play the game back ;-) Whatever, I really dont care anymore, maybe I never did....just glad to be rid of that baggage.....he's such a liar *rolls eyes*, did you really expect me to believe you...the deal wasnt really worth it anyways haha

Oh. my. GOD. Work was ( Read more... )

So I finally bought myself a speedo from Dick's Sporting Goods & went to the Y & swam laps this morning before work....ahhhh I love the water....it was so awesome too cuz the team records are hanging up on the wall & one of mine's still there from when I was 11....so no one has broken my record, how awesome is that ( Read more... )

It's over
There's nothing you can do
There's nothing you can say
To keep me here

Some things you can't take back.....EVER

Everything that was said and done the last time we spoke really opened my eyes to a lot of things.....I dont regret ending it, I only wish I'd done it sooner and Im glad that I finally got to see him for the person that he really is ( Read more... )