All I wanted was to have a nice, chill, relaxed new years with some close friends and have a good time. I haven't had a good new years in a long long time...but I guess when your expectations are high, you are bouynd to be disappointed right ( Read more... )

so the holidays went pretty well for me so far...Christmas eve was pretty fun, we went to out friends houses and saw some people we hadn't seen in a while and I got to see Juliann, I miss her, she is such a great person. She seems happy so I am very happy to hear that for her. We also went to midnight mass which was a beautiful service so I was ( Read more... )

so many things to say, yet not enough words to say them.... I am exhausted right now, yet I feel compelled to write in here... I don't think it will be a very accurate portrayl of how I am feeling lately though because I am in a pretty foul mood this evening. so bear with me here...

despite the bitchiness of today, I have been overwhelmingly happy ( Read more... )

 That means "I love you" in Maliseet, which is a dialect of Algonquian... which the tribe I am from speaks ( Read more... )

8 Days! Hooooorrrraaaayyyyyyy. okay that was a bit excessive. But still, yay ( Read more... )

Single Digits! Hooray!.... thats about the only exciting thing about today though..I need to go pay rent today, and on top of that I just realized that although I get paid tomorrow, I will only be getting paid like 50 bucks... to last me two weeks, since all my other money is gone too... thank God I went grocery shopping, I won't be eating out ( Read more... )

I need a  myspace survey intervention program... or a hobby, whichever. haha. I get so bored at work I can hardly stand it.... and I wish I was busy because it would make the time go by so much faster. I wish I was busy during the weeks too, because now i am done with training, done with my hours etc... the days are going by so slowww and its even ( Read more... )

 Everywhere.

A whirlwind of emotions has wrapped around my heart,
Where does this dream end and reality start?
When I open my eyes, It's all still there,
Open or closed, You're everywhere.

Though my thoughts race, they rest easily on you.
I could only have dreamt of something so true.
I can feel it in the wind, I see it in the moon,
Dreams will last, never ( Read more... )

ahhhhh... the days are going by so SLOW. Hurry up already!

I am so bored at work right now it's not even funny! I don't know how I worked 8-5 over the summer, howwww boooorrrring!... but it's waaaay worth it to work longer days today and friday and have gotten to stay home an extra day ( Read more... )