This has literally been the best week ever. Words cannot even describe. He is so amazing, this makes it 20 times harder than it already was to go back to tally... ugh ( Read more... )

That cannot happen. Everything I have always known would be wrong, I never really thought that if that would happen that I would be affected quite so much... but really when I realized that is a possibility in your mind I realized it would destroy me almost as much as it would destroy him. I wouldn't be able to handle that. I know I am being ( Read more... )

 blah blah blahhhh. so my stupid teacher cancelled stupid class yesterday instead of tuesday... grrrr. I'm not staying though, I do not care. I am at work right now and I will be leaving to drive home in t-minus 1 hour and 20 minutes. Hoooooooray ( Read more... )

So... its been a little bit since I last said anything.. and much has changed... mainly slowed down. which is amazing! I took my GRE on saturday and I did much better than I thought I would, so I'm super happy about that.. and then I am pretty much done with everything I need to put a lot of effort into as far as the applications go. All that is ( Read more... )

so.. here I sit at the hotline again... I feel as if I live here... but I am only 31 hours away from being done and its only the 4th of november... so I should be done in basically a week and half-ish. I'll still be volunteering here obviously, but the pressure will be off as far as the letter of recommendation is concerned. Especially now that I ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I am sooo going to fail the GRE. wow....

I just spent about 6 hours doing 2 practice tests and let me tell you folks.... NOT PRETTY.

I'm about to start practicing the computer based tests... hopefully those will yeild better results... man, I need to stop being such a procrastinator. It's really ruining my life!

okay so I feel a breakdown approaching.... I do not know why though. I just feel sad.... overwhelmed....annoyed....exhuasted....etcetera etcetera. I know, Cry me a river right? I don't like having these kinds of days, I don't know why I feel so overwhelming sad ( Read more... )

this house is so annoying... ugh ( Read more... )

so as I was driving home from dogsitting yesterday morning I noticed that there were an extrodinary amount of cops all parked in the road a few feet from the front of my house...there were cones set up and I just assumed that it was a morning DUI checkpoint since it was homecoming weekend and it was still really early in the morning. But I made a ( Read more... )

So...I'm really happy right now. Despite the living conditions, despite the constant rush that is my life lately, despite the complete lack of funds.... I'm remarkably happy. Perhaps its the stark contradiction that actually makes me that much happier...hmm never thought of that. But either way, I can safely say that I have officially let go. I don ( Read more... )