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Don't be afraid. Step into the light ( Read more... )

Ummm God has made my understanding so much greater than it was yesterday and last month and two years ago. He truly has blessed me with wisdom. Where would I be without God? I mean seriously. I'd be bitter and I'd have no ambition in life. I'd have no joy. I can't even imagine it. God has changed my perspectives so drastically that I can't imagine ( Read more... )

Humbleness is the ultimate security in self.

Well. My church is a very comfortable place for me. I even sometimes go there and take naps in between my classes. Which is both lovely and scary. I don't want to get so attatched to my comfortable church that I become afraid to leave it (like when I go to college.) Isn't that kind of idolizing the church(?) The church doesn't bring me peace. the ( Read more... )

Man. Why the heck do things always have to change?

sdasdsdsjd God is showing me more and more and more lately about being a living sacrifice. Through church tonight he seemed to be screaming at me, "Melissa! Don't you understand?! Whatever you sacrifice I'll give it back to you anyway and better than you can even imagine!" Fear consumes me at times and I don't allow myself to trust God. And ( Read more... )

blah. I feel so blah. I can't describe it. I'm overwhelmed about nothing. I'm always confused. ahhh I pray that God will uplift me with his righteous right hand. as the scriptures say. I need you God. More than anything

I think that when God puts me under a refining fire, I temporarily become disarmed of all the God- given strength I normally have. It's like in chemotherapy, when your emmune system temporarily depletes so that it can build up to be stronger. Or something along those lines. Anyways, that's basically where I am. Maybe it's to remind me that I'm ( Read more... )

I'm so deathly sick of spanish virtual school online. It's as easy as the alphabet, but it's so annoying because I never know if I'm submitting correctly or if I'm missing assignments. It's so unclear. Am I the only one not getting this ( Read more... )