Ok I need to do this... I am officially switching to the username raham_raham_rah... Don't get me wrong- browneyes3939 was good for me for a while...while I was in middle school. But now that I am a high school graduate...I need to move on. SO friends if you'll follow me to my new username i'd be most appreciative.

I love it! It's so inspiring. It makes me want to be more genuine; more selfless. For instance, Caitlin, my dear sweet caitlin, is really good at small talk. She's so genuinely interested in all people. She's open-minded and always in the mood to get to know people. This is inspiring because as christians we are called to do this. We are called to ( Read more... )

I'm so bitter. at certain congregations. I'm so sick and tired of legalistic churches that run like clockwork and, oh by the way, the Holy Spirit really isn't on the schedule. The songs are rehearsed meticulously and don't allow room for anything but cheesy songs that don't make an impact. The message is in readers digest form. Short and sweet. ( Read more... )

sometimes I feel like all jeremy cares about is his music. or atleast that he cares more about it than me. I understand (somewhat) that we are human and selfish and as his music is a part of him and thus a part of his selfishness he predictably chooses it above me. It bothers me. I feel like he says and would even argue that he cares more for me. ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

I want your reality, God. I want to selflessly love. period

feeling pretty pathetic...feeling pretty handicapped...can't figure out the chords to yesterday by the beatles by listening to it. gah

I need to read my bible more ( Read more... )

focusing on the wrong things ( Read more... )

I've been so distracted lately. What's up with me? Besides that I think i've seen three ghosts. Maybe not so much...but creepy shadows at least; or maybe at most ( Read more... )