Tonight I had every intention of writing yet another post about where I am in life, but I've decided to keep my thoughts to myself tonight and do something I've never done before. I'm throwing a challenge out there. Maybe it will only effect me, and that's fine. I'm tired of being lazy and irresponsible with my faith, I'm tired of the rut I've been ( Read more... )

I just passed another sign warning me of the dead end ahead, but I kept on driving. Seems I do this often. The three point turns are a pain, but I forget about them five minuites later.

I often hear someone whispering in my ear "It's not good enough. You don't have what it takes." And when I turn around to confront these lies no one's there. Vapor ( Read more... )

I went to see Shane and Shane back in September...I'm finally finding the lyrics to one of their new songs and thought it important that you have the chance to read them simply because it's so easy to give up and deem ourselves unworthy of what Christ has done...and yea...thats true. But thank God for the refrain, literally. Thank him for Christ. ( Read more... )

Listen. Can you hear it? Maybe you can. Maybe you can't. Don't blame it on you, right? You're a busy person- lots to do and only 24 hours to get it done. That's what they all say, until it's too late. Until you're standing there, alone, wondering where everyone went. You see maybe all those cliches about having one mouth and two ears was right. ( Read more... )

There are times where it's hard for me to keep a straight face- such as when something is funny that shouldn't be, when I have a flashback during a serious moment, or more recently when I see a t-shirt that apparently fits the personality of the one wearing said t-shirt. This happened tonight. I was in a coffee shop doing none other than buy a cup ( Read more... )

Lord I've heard it all before
How you made the wind and the waves
I even remember when I first believed
But my stubborn heart got the best of me
The truth was blinded by ambition
I walked down your path,
But seemed too small for me
My pride just needed more space

'Cause its hard and no one seems to understand ( Read more... )

Still unemployed. Just in case you were wondering ( Read more... )

I'm frustrated. Why? Because I think sitting at home so much has made me stupid. I have nothing of importance to write.

My life is pretty boring right now! The end.

Months ago if you asked me where I'd be after my recovery I would have spun the globe and pointed somewhere, making sure It never ended up anywhere near the Pee Dee. Well, things change and reality has now caught up with my dreams. There will be no wild adventures. No plans of being an activist for some noble cause in a foreign country. I've made ( Read more... )