As my recent entries demonstrate i have come through severe ups and downs as of late, very reminiscent of what all my early entries used to be like. I dont like being let down, stood up, rejected or seen as a failure even though i try harder to get what i get than so many other people,and in a completely unselfish way, im sick of being second ( Read more... )

i can say that i am very glad that i dont give up, and am not afraid to wear my heart on my sleeve or to be outspoken. i will show everybody what im really made of. i promise.

so you only have a couple things to choose from, but does it make your life any easier? i guess not, but i refuse to stay on the ground, i fight on to find out what is worth fighting for. thats life for you.

Dear LJ ( Read more... )

November is here, we have changed our clocks for the last time. Daylight Savings Time is never coming back. It gets dark so early, I go into class in the daylight and come back outside into the black night. It is cold, and as I return to my room at night, the cold seems to follow me. But it goes away in either a warm embrace from a friend, or ( Read more... )

i have not much interesting to report, but i will try to come back more often. Stay tuned for song lyrics, stories, and of course much more.

Went to the Cape on the weekend. It was kind of fun. For some reason my mom's new bf got a digital camera, which he definitely didn't need to do. That will be kind of fun ( Read more... )

So Sunday night, I went to UMASS to see one of my faves Mr. Ben Folds. There were actually five acts. The first band barely needs to be mentioned, it was some local group of kids, with the singer trying to be Billy Joe from Green Day, while failing to even achieve a typical punk sound. It also doesn't help that their sound was barelly ( Read more... )

Never Trust A Naked Busdriver

First and foremost, the thing that really grinds my gears the most right now is the virginia tech massacre. Two people get shot, and the police dismiss it by saying, oh it must be an isolated incident, or we think he left campus. Whether or not that is what they thought, they didn't see fit to try and figure out where the gunman went before he ( Read more... )