i knew yesterday that i would regret it today.

as time progresses and days go by.. the face of comfort is now the face of shame. the one who said i love you and read you bedtime stories now shrugs and doesn't even bother asking why. the bitterness grows as the love fades away.

the one person you could confide in, turns their other cheek. it's kind've upsetting, really. you question and wonder what is left. the one person who said never give up, just gives up on you. i just wish.. i wasn't so complicated, or difficult to love. the hope i had left, has faded away. and this time i don't know if it'll come back the morning

yesterday was an all around emotional day for me and i was real sensitive that each word had an effect on me, regardless if it was intentionally meant to be hurtful. my dad didn't like dealing with this personality change of the day ( Read more... )

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i am such a mean and hurtful person.

today i woke up so happy about each thing. i feel refreshed. maybe because yesterday was so bad. i just really appreciate life, regardless of the things being said to or about me. i really love everyone in my life right now, and they make it all worthwhile. i know maybe they say certain things to maybe help me, or 'encourage' me in their own way, i ( Read more... )

homesick

wouldn't realize ewhat it took to get me here

wtf