i guess by now everyones got one of those my space thingys ( i know i do but i dont use it) but i still use zanga. iam unber sick.. BUT the good thing i that i',m recovering. its not mono after all... just some weird viral infection. sucks balls. but at least i can eat now. for 3 effing days i couldnt eat. so yah.. ive been pigging out. its fun. ( Read more... )

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Saturday, January 08, 2005 ( Read more... )

iam back, everyone be happy! hilton head was fun but geez us i couldnt have a good time. i missed nathan so much. iam in such debt because of the intrnational calls i made. to canada that is. nathan was in canada and i was in south carolina, could we have been any further away on the same continent? i dont think so. yah so today was fun,. ive been ( Read more... )

she hates me, so why do i still love her? i cant be mad at her. i cant hate her like she hates me. i love her. and iam sorry ( Read more... )

i like snow. everything so peaceful when covered in white snow. nathan and i were talking about it last nite. i love him. we got so close yesterday. haha i did something to him and hes gona get me back friday i know it. lol. yah ( Read more... )

its funny that the people that put me in the worse situations and make me sad are also the only people that can make me feel happy again.

ok lets just say these last couple of nights have been filled with tears and lots of hard breathing. parents... no not parents.. my mom. thats all i ahve to say about that. to painful to bring back to the surface ( Read more... )

when u are told something.. dont u automatically assume that you are special and chosen to know something that the person who told u doesnt want other peopel to know? when i tell people something specail to me... i dont want them to tell another living soul. so all this shit is being spread around school about me and nathan. u know what?! i try not ( Read more... )

eh iam bored. i was woken up at 9 45. took a shower.. missed nathan... didnt wanna call cause i wanted my baby to sleep as long as he could.. he had a crappy nite and i couldn help much. then i had to run errands and i thought id be back by 1 30 so i could have nathan over. but i didnt get home until like 2 45 and he had already gone to phyisics. i ( Read more... )