Sooo here we go..... I started my fasting today. Basically im gonna be fasting for the next 30 days just praying about college, family, work, staying true to my beliefs, and well the most bluhh heavy thing on my mind whether or not im suppose to be with a guy. i guess during my whole like im cool phase i sort of faded away from GOd and well thats ( Read more... )

so im mexican ( Read more... )

So me and ryan leave for Europe in about 20 days!!! I'm so excited. Ill be gone for like 2 weeks and that will suck hella cause ill miss my rents and other people but oh well i mean its Europe ( Read more... )

my heart is broken. I did not think losing scruffy would hurt this bad. It does. I never realised how much a dogs perky presents can make u smile every time you walk in the door and blah this makes me cry more. Whats even worse mustard and beaster wont stop crying cause they know something is wrong ( Read more... )

i just woke up from a gnarly ass nap my dream was better than life when i woke up i realised thats not how things are. SHIT. maybe someday. Hopefelly someday. Cause it was AWESOME. I think im gonna go back to sleep and dream agian.

Well last night was about gayer than a gay club ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: 12 or 13 ( Read more... )

so WOW i cant believe college is soon ( Read more... )

sooo yeahhhh job hunting sucks. Jeffs apartment is coming along. We've had a wonderful couple of days. soo cramps suck. I wish i was in New York really bad. Everything is just cooler there. But yeah can't wait to go to college. Hopefully my love will join me up there. I love my love. Speaking of my love today was funny i pulled out my chingy cd and ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i had forgotten how AWESOME New York is. So this weekend was awesome i went to FIT and holy crap its freaking awesome there i toured the school and stuff and I am absolutely in love with that school. The portfolio i have to make to get in is rediculous but its all good mine will be gnarly as hell. Only 10% of all students who apply get in so ( Read more... )