I did nothing for new years. Which sucks. But I'll be making up for it this year. Drunken party sex. Greg and I have been at each others throats over stupid disagreements. But today a camera and sex made up for it. So sex everyday too many times a day is our Rx. Or we both get cranky ( Read more... )

My kidneys are failing and they probably would have been damaged by friday if I didnt get help on affording my scripts. Thank god for multiple fathers. Now hopefully I'll be on my way to recovery. Because my flank hurts so bad it's numbing.

I hate messing things up with the ones I love. Especailly with Greg. I keep being stupid and starting things that arent even suppose to be a fight.  And I know it's bound to happen if I keep it up. I'm surprised he's stayed with me so long. With as much shit as I have put him through.If I keep this shit up. This part of me I dont want to be. He's ( Read more... )

I miss how I used to be. And I miss friends. Girl time anyone?

I want to make it clear and loud that

I love my boyfriend to a year and half/death, he fucks me well and you can all suck my dick if you have a problem with him.

So I missed my flight about a week ago. And now I'm staying here. At Greg's with his family. And I feel like I have to walk around on glass. I feel as if his parents are always judging me to tell him later on how they think he's making a bad decision ( Read more... )

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2 more days...And I'll be on a plane to rhode island. Maybe for good. Hopefully for good.

x0BondageBoy0x (10:06:44 PM): i love you
x0BondageBoy0x signed off at 10:06:47 PM.

He's such a dork. But he's a hot dork. And in about 8 days, I'll be in Rhode Island fucking him.

I'll be up in rhode island in a week and a half. I cant wait. I miss Greg like hell.