Comments | bruisedpearls: Vegetable state.

bruisedpearls

Vegetable state.

Feb 17, 2006 14:37

My sedation has gone away and now I'm back in the cycle of waiting for the next anxiety attack. What good a three day prescription of Xanax did. Psh ( Read more... )

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cruelbitch February 17 2006, 23:33:16 UTC

I'd say not to waste your fucking time on Xanax, and this is coming from someone that's been on it for four years. I had massive anxiety attacks that landed me in the hospital when I was fourteen and they pacified me with Ativan and then eventually got me addicted to Xanax. I thought it was the best shit ever because it "got rid" of panic but it's merely covering up the problem, not fixing it. You eventually start needing the drug because you're physically dependant on it, not because of anxiety. Especially since you're becoming an adult, don't waste your fucking time, I'm almost completely weened off it and it's hell. It turns you into a catatonic zombie and you have NO energy, get "the shakes", numbness/tingling and other shitass side effects. I'd only recommend it to someone I hate ( ... )

bruisedpearls February 18 2006, 00:39:03 UTC

I'm not going to. The most it did for me was get me a couple of days rest. It knocked me right out. I'm looking for something to just stop them for the while, like you said. Because it's been 10 years, maybe more since I've had them. And I've tried all the bullshit breathing excersises and so on.

So I'm going to try that and another anti-depressant. Even though all doctors are being a complete bitch right now.

babydollbleeds February 18 2006, 01:40:32 UTC

I hope you find a psychiatrist soon! I don't want you to get a panic attack and not have anything to abate it! Is there any other way to obtain a prescription?

If only there was a way to curse them with multiple anxiety attacks every day.
Lol, that sounded so Harry Potter-ish!

Awwww. :) I'm glad your boyfriend's helping you! :)

bruisedpearls February 18 2006, 01:46:51 UTC

Unless I find someone selling the drugs off the street, there is no other way then a doctor. Which sucks.

I'm glad too.

babydollbleeds February 18 2006, 01:49:50 UTC

Lol. If you do that, I'll kill you.
You never know what they put into those things, sometimes!

How long have you been together? What's his name?? (Sorry I forget a lot of things. :()

bruisedpearls February 18 2006, 03:32:44 UTC

Almost a year. Same guy I talked about last time. Greg.

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