Well, I am happy for once in my life... I have someone who is tired of getting fucked over like me... We are so perfect for each other... We are soo happy... When I am around her I can't stop smiling... I can't stop thinking about her... She makes soooo happy... I honestly haven't been this happy in a long time.... Yes I moved on really fast... But ( Read more... )

Even though things aren't really all that great in my life right now... I gave someone the curage to stand up to someone that they never thought they could... This someone means a lot to me right now and is the person who is keeping me sane and has been for the past few days... I am glad she is in my life and I have someone I can talk to... She ( Read more... )

I am moving to Columbus... I don't know how well it will work but I don't know... It is worth a try... I am moving because I want to get away... I feel that it is the only way that things are going to get better for me at least... I have a lot I have to take care of this week... and all that fun stuff before I move for good... I need to talk to ( Read more... )

Everything is so hard right now... This is my 3rd time trying to post... I can't get things straight in my head... I really need someone to talk to... I really need someone to listen... I really need someone who can give me advice... I just don't know anymore... I don't know who I am or what I am doing...

I don't know what I should do... I have been staying with my mom for 2 day and we have already kinda got into an argument ( Read more... )

I have came to the major conclusion that I need to seek help for all of my issuses that I have never resolved in my life... It all still seems to affect me even after 10-12 years... There is just soo much going on in my life right now that I can't take it all.... I have tried 3 times to take the pussy way out and kill myself all in one night.. I am ( Read more... )

It has been a long week for me... Ahhh... Work is sweet... I really don't do anything but drive around and deliver resiratory machines and once a month go into the nursing homes and wipe them down and change the filters... It isn't all that bad tho... Last week I worked 42 hours... *yay* overtime... He he he... The only thing that sucks is that I ( Read more... )

Tonight it my first night away from Karin since I moved in with her... I am sooo sad... I miss her and I have only been gone for like 3 hours... It really sucks... I wanna go home so I can sleep by my girl tonight... I am not going to get very good sleep at all... It really sucks... I miss her sooo much... I miss her kisses and her hugs... I love ( Read more... )

Today judt sucked... I had to work from 11am till 10:30pm... But in the process of my long ass day... I got a phone call from my mom... She told me that I got the job with her company and I can start on Monday... So I am super excited about that... Then it went back to work... With completely and totally sucked... We got Harry Potter today... It ( Read more... )