WEll, as of last night me and Missy aren't together anymore... It really sucks... I love her and I wanna be with her but I just don't know if I can be... She has a lot of growing up she needs to do before she thinks about being in a long term relationship... I feel like shit... I hurt really bad... I am back down at my lowest point again... I don't ( Read more... )

I feel like I am playing the never ending game of war... Some people may know what I am talking about and others will have no clue... That is how my life is anymore... I only let some people in ( Read more... )

I think I on the verge of hitting rock bottom... I don't know why... But I have a feeling that it is going to be really hard for me here... I really need to talk to someone... I really do... That someone knows who they are... Well, today we went to talk to a guy about a car... Well that didn't go so well... I found a really nice truck that I wanted ( Read more... )

I feel like complete and total shit... I feel like I need to throw up... Blah... I really just wanna go home and go to bed... I don't wanna do anything but sleep... Ahhhh... I really really feel like shit... I think that it was something that I ate... But I don't know... But I really don't have much to talk about... I don't have a car now... That ( Read more... )

Well, today started off really good and then just took a really bad turn... Everything was going good until the phone rang... I found out today that Miah is going to Iraq after he comes home for Thanksgiving... So that has been on my mind all day... I left work early tonight... I left at 8 during my lunch... I couldn't concentrate... And on top of ( Read more... )

Well, not really too much to post about tonight... Today has been a good day so far... Me and missy got along great today... No fights or anything yet... But, after talking to a nameless person today I realized a lot of things about the relationship between me and missy that need to be resolved or it is really going to go no where... Thank you for ( Read more... )

I really don't have much to post about... I am coming up to Canton on Saturday... I need to get some more things from my moms house... I need to get my winter coat... That is a big one... Umm... Yeah... I am really bored... Missy was supposed to come with me on Saturday but she isn't now... Her mom wants to spend time with her so they are going to ( Read more... )

Well, I have about 10 minutes left on my hour lunch break... Missy brought me to work today because she had the day off... She came and picked me up for my lunch and she brought me some McDonalds and took me home for my lunch break.... In about an hour I have written 3 pages of notes in my training class... It really sucks... I wish I could have ( Read more... )

Well, today I got my rental car... It is a 05 malibu... Really nice... Only 4000 miles on it ( Read more... )

Well, a lot has went on since I last updated ( Read more... )