Missy is here and she is packing more of her stuff... We kinda talked a little bit and I told her that I didn't know what I was doing... If I was moving or not...and I told her that I wanna have a friendship with her and all that shit... But, she said what I have heard so many times before... It will take time... Yeah yeah... But, I will hopefully ( Read more... )

Well, I am now single again... Left with nothing more than heartbreak yet again... Why am I so stupid... Why do I always set myself up for all of this... On a lighter note I think I am moving home so I can spend time with positive people and mom is going to need me whenever she has her next sugery... I have so much on my mind right now... I really ( Read more... )

I feel so blank inside right now... All I wanna do is sleep today and I really don't know why... My hands are shanking really bad and I am really hot one minute and then cold the next... I think I am starting to get really sick... I have a cold right now... But, I just feel so drained... I wanna go back to bed... I don't know if it is that I am ( Read more... )

Well, not really much to post about... We changed our new puppies name... Her name is now Dafni... LoL... So now we have Shagi and Dafni... They are sooo cute... They paly together and he is soo gentile with her... He he... But, we put up our tree tonight and we are sitting here waiting on missy to get home from someones house so we can decorate it ( Read more... )

We got another puppy tonight... We got a female long haired Chihuahua.. She is soo cute... She is only 10 weeks old... She is almost all white and and she has 2 little brown patches on her and her whole head is brown except a little white stipe down her head... She is so adorable and shagi loves her... They were playing and running around all night ( Read more... )

Well, the past few days haven't been too bad but they haven't been great either... I just had a whole lot of shit floating around in my head... It really sucks... I have nothing to do all day but sit at home on the internet... I really need to get a job so I stop thinking about shit... There is one thing in particular that has been on my mind since ( Read more... )

I need some help on these questions... Please... They are all about Marilyn Manson ( Read more... )

Well today my mom called me out of the blue... Well, she got the results from her MRI... Her disk is out again... She has to wait for her surgen to call her about it... They are more than likely going to do another fusion... That really sucks for her... She won't have a job anymore... But her long term disability kicks in in December and she could ( Read more... )

I feel like shit... Shagi (our dog) hasn't been here for 2 days... He was at Missy's parents house... Well, he came home with us last night and he normally sleeps with Chris and Anna but for some reason they left him in our room... Well, I was woke up this morning at about 8:30 because my foot was in something wet... Yeah... Shagi took a pee on our ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was missys day off and we got back together... Well, that isn't what sucked... She had a doctors appt. yesterday becuase she hasn't been feeling good... Well, her doctor told her that it is either strep or mono... So her doc did the test for strep and it isn't strep... I am praying to god that it isn't mono... But, that is what I ( Read more... )