I want to hang out with YOU tomorrow Kelly Portman!!! I miss you, however I have to work until like 11 something. Ring me bitch!

I don't fucking know. I can't figure out what to do. Argg my mind is going crazy. I really can't! I usually can find a way out of anything to get what I want. Whether it be a shaddy way out or an honest way out. This time there's nothing. I wish this was last year. It doesn't even make any sense why I feel so awful. I had an AMAZING night ( Read more... )

Things don't look the same as they did when I was a kid. I remember feeling different, things looked different...they looked better.

Except the short time I got to see Lacey. To top off the worst weekend ever I spent the night outside last night because I got locked out of my house with no cellphone.

I really don't like WHORES.

It's funny how I can never figure out what to write in here. It seems I haven't done anything except watch tv for months now. I feel like I've wasted a whole year which basically I have. One year that I will never have back. You can do a lot in a year, hell you can do a lot in a day. Fuck this post I'm going to watch VH1.

I think reality is becoming more and more of a joke to me everyday.

It tastes like shit, and so does that FOUR stuff. Aarogant 17 year old assholes piss me off. Man I don't know anymore I think I'm putting myself through alot of shit with no outcome. Maybe thats what everyone did mean all along. Shit. I'm done.

I think the Christians that I know need to be a bit more humble instead of thinking they're some sort of enforcers of righteousness.

I'm in a shitty ass mood I should just go to sleep.