I would like to share a Prayer that  I was saying Everyday.My Beliefs have changed but are still based on Christian Values.After hitting the Lowest point in My Life I had stopped My Prayer thinking I didn't need Spiritual Uplifting, But we all do even if we Believe There is No God.Well I Believe and I would just Like to Share this;
Dear God ,Thank ( Read more... )

I know I maybe writing this for myself  and health. Recently I spent  time with a Friend in NYC and during that time talked about 
a number of things and Some of His Wisdom unknowingly opened My Eyes. Two nights before leaving we were smoking 
cigars in his favorite places and once he finished I asked to stay for a minute by myself and as I sat there ( Read more... )

I it looks like it s Going to Happen Next Year !!!! i am coming off the Road for GOOD.  So far the tenative date is  August 2008
Some things have happen some Positive and More Negative that has made me come to this decision .I'm finding too that 
what I say to some is not clear to and coming to Grips with what is said in one part  of the country mean ( Read more... )

Gipofest has started and I have started the 25 days of Chocolate. Day 1 - I had my Moms Favorite Chocolate Candybar :  a CHUNKY its a a block of Milk Chocolate with raisins and peanuts .Day 2 : I had GHIRARDELLI with a caramel center it to is milk chocolate. Come on all these Bear on here and no Recommendation for Chocolate. Would Love to hear from ( Read more... )

Well, Here it comes GIPOFEST (Pronounced  gip- OH-Fest) This is My birthday month October. I was born October 25,1963  Yeah getting Wiser.Well before I started back driving during Gipofest I would have a different Bar Drink everyday (ONLY ONE) a day till the 25th and then Tie It On!!! Well since I can't do that I've decided to do the next Best ( Read more... )

I was not clear  to some in pt 1. The vent comes from dealing with My Dr.,Big Business and the Government  lately. There have been a few people that I've had to Handle and I have done that . I 'm doing Better its my way of Venting. You can't Keep a Good Man/Bear Down... I'm not always Mad or Upset (see Vacation post) Just need to get stuff off My ( Read more... )

You Know , I don't  know why I write this stuff  because "No One Reads or Comments on it".  Why am I so Gulliable and as Smart as a Bag of Rocks. Yes I'm Down on Myself  for this Today because I place My Trust that People are Basiclly Good  that by going through the system it will Protect Me. My Mom was Right about me it is My Weakness. I'm Sorry ( Read more... )

 It's Been a Long Time coming but I went on Vacation, A Very Good Friend of Mines invited me to NYC for this vacation and it was Wonderful!!!! It was chance for us to get to know each other Better  and Celebrate another Year of Life for Him. I have put on about 15 lbs eating the Great NYC foods. Spending Time with my Friend was an Eye Opening ( Read more... )

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This  year as I have stated before is a Years of being a Better ME. And in being a Better"ME" you have do some self examination of people you have been involved with as Friends,Fuck Buddies,and Lovers. Every Now and Then you come to realize that there is someone that after the smoke clears you have wronged or lost a Truly Good person in life.It ( Read more... )