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I would do anything for some sleep right about now. Today was a fun day filled with babysitting (aka playing with) little kids. I'm worn out, cant stop yawning and yet still unable to get comfy enough to close my eyes and get some sleep. I start working 8:30-5 on Tuesday, I MUST stop this "unable to sleep until the sun starts rising" routine ( Read more... ) -
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At this exact moment, on this exact day one year ago, Mental and I were on the phone breaking up and ending our four plus years together. ::sigh::
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i got laid off ( Read more... ) -
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Five years ago today I was admitted to renfrew for the second time and had decided that I didn't know why or for what but that I was going to give recovery my all--and it has been a continues uphill adventure in my recovery ever since---it hasnt been easy, and it hasnt been fun, but damn has it been rewarding! :)
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four years. today is four years...im in total disbelief. four years ago today, i quit purging. four years. four fucking years...it just seems unbelieveable to me. 1,461 days, but whose counting...(actually, not me, i just did the math on a calculator out of curiousity). i know i say this every year, but for real---i never in my wildest of ( Read more... ) -
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the new little set up in my room is coming along nicely...my dad just installed a brand new flat widescreen monitor that he hooked up to my labtop for work...i went to walmart and got some office supplies and my desk resembles a work desk (vs a 'school' desk)...im amused ( Read more... ) -
random realization...
so ive been going through my journal archives and copy/pasting entries into a word document on my labtop and just realized that i started this journal four years ago today, jan 8, 05...lol -
roadtrip!!
Howdy from Boston Massachusetts!! Drove the entire 6.5 hour drive all by myself with only one stop for gas after a little over 5 hours straight..wheee!
Happy 2009--may this year be filled with lots of good times!! :) -
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where can I go?? I need to get out of here--it's early afternoon, and already my existence in this house has royally pissed off both parents..everyone is high strung--grammy wants to perminetly move in and there is no space, literally. As much as family is family, space and finances are still necessary to make this work...I want to smoke..really ( Read more... ) -
Project Runaway
howdy from williamsburg Virginia! ;)
Details to come later..;)