it's only been about an hour and a half since i last saw jay and i already miss him like crazy. i've gotten so used to sleeping next to him these last few days and now that he's not here i feel so lonely. he's only right down the road and i'll see him in a few hours but still i hate it. you would think that this would be a piece of cake considering ( Read more... )

i arrived here in hawaii on the 15th and i'm having a great time. it's been so nice being able to spend time with jay. i hadn't seen him in 2 months. all i can say is that everything is PERFECT and i've never been so happy ( Read more... )

arghhhhh, i hate moving. i have so much to do. i need to get all my stuff packed by saturday before i leave for hawaii because as soon as i get back i'm off to pennsylvania. i return from hawaii late on the 1st, the moving people are coming to get my stuff on the 2nd, and me and amy are leaving early morning on the 3rd to drive across country. we' ( Read more... )

yesterday was my last day at work........what a big sigh of relief.

well i guess this is my long awaited update. so much has happened these last few months. i don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

i've been mia and have neglected my journal for the past 2 months. i just need to blow off the dust and start writing again. writing in this thing is therapy for me. there's so much that has happened these last couple of months that i don't even know where to begin. these last two months have been an emotional roller coaster. it's been filled with ( Read more... )

i'll be on a plane to hawaii exactly one week from today. woohoo!!!!! i can't wait...................

i'm going to hawaii in less than 3 weeks. i'll be there for 8 days. i'm so excited!!!! i get to see my baby. i'm so freakin' ecstatic! i'm nervous at the same time just because it's been so damn long since i've seen him. but once i'm in his arms all of the nervousness will go away. wow, it's hard to believe we've already gone through 3 deployments ( Read more... )

i'm so happy i have a 4 day weekend!!!!! i need a freakin' break from that place. YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! ok, that's all.

amy just called and said that she talked to jason who plays for the dodgers. he wants us to go to the giants/dodgers game tonight and is leaving 4 tickets at the will call window. maybe i'll ask alicia and sylvia if they want to go since we have 2 extra tickets. i'm excited since i haven't been to a game yet this season. i looooove the giants. ( Read more... )