Take it back, take it all back now ( Read more... )

Will someone please call a surgeon ( Read more... )

I didn't notice ( Read more... )

It looks like I'm going to have a repeat of last year..
why is college the worst experience of my life?

"Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too"

Nothing hurts more than love...

I didn't mean it ( Read more... )

So this summer BLOWS ROYAL ASSHOLE. I have 200 dollars in the bank and if it wasn't bad enough that I was getting like 12 hours a week at work, I got NONE this week. I am going to physically hurt myself. Now I have to go out and find a new job and get the hang of it and stress out over the fact that I'm gonna suck. God. Why couldn't I have been ( Read more... )

Freshman year of college is over. wow.

So Seussical is officially over and I can honsetly say that for the first time I miss a show. Of the four shows that I have been in, this one was by far the best and I miss it and everyone in it already. I will admit, at first I was my usual self. I looked at rehearsal as a pain in my ass rather than something that I enjoyed and looked foward to ( Read more... )

Freshman year is over in a month.
I have no idea what I am doing with my life.
I have no idea why I am at UMass.
I have no idea whats keeping me here.
I have no idea where I am going.
I have no idea what I want to do.
I am so fucking scared it's not even funny...
Why did I just get hit with a wave of unhappiness all of the sudden?
I am so lost...