who knows....

[bryce6824]

What is happiness? I'd really love to know what it feels like for more than a brief moment of time. I am never happy with any outcome. I stopped and thought about it and I can't remember a time that I was truly happy. As the first semester was coming to a close I was aching to return home, overly confident that it was just what I needed. Of course

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[dramaqueen_b]

AWW! Nic, nothing is wrong with being gay. Although our society would probably just wish to deny it, but being gay and bi are normal to. You should be happy with who you are because you are such a great person. And you shouldn't wish to be a hetero pric, trust me, there is an overabundance of those! HA! I am also sorry that your not happy, but sympathy won't really help your situation. Have you toyed with the idea of transferring? I mean because in such a big school anyone could get lost in the crowd and feel alone. Just as an example, take MCLA for instance, they are a small school so you feel closer and not as distant as in a big ass university. And if you are still into theatre, that is good because Fine and Performing Arts is the second strongest department, English is their first. It might be worth checking out that or something similar. Oh, did I mention that MCLA (Massachusetts College of Liberal Arts) is where I am going

[anonymous]

I always wanted to tell you that ur my hero. Just didnt know how. dont doubt yourself, keep being you.

[bryce6824]

who are you?

[earth_angel3]

I changed my LJ, please add me?

-Liz