I think the reality of this situation just kicked in. i think it finally hit me. now i can move on.

The worse part about myself is that I don't know how to give up.

You know when you try so hard and you put everything out on the table and you get your hear ripped out visciously without any remorse from the other person that you love and they act like they dont care. Yeah. that happened.

The third time's a charm.

im trying so hard to keep things going but idk if its enough. idk why. she told me it doesnt feel tne same. idk what to do about it. i just want you be to be happy with me and believe it. all you have to do is accept it and things will straighten out. just trust me on this.

Come back homeee. Things are calming down. Man. High schoo. pfft. College and my babe and friends... And wow ^_^

06-08-2005 ( Read more... )

meh. I don't have anything to say. I miss you.

I think the worst possible feeling a person can get is the feeling of no control. Yet the best feeling is having control. Maybe it's some rule of newton that once people have their share of control, things can go back to normal and settle down. Now I could be speaking out of my ass on this, but every time before thats what it came down to. In ( Read more... )

You need to grow the hell up. You really pissed me the fuck off today. You made me reconsider all the time I spent thinking about you, for you. I was thinking about it, and you (Antonella) really did change me for the better over he past year and six months. Too bad it feels like you changed for the worse in the past month. But you won't see me on ( Read more... )