Going to the lakehouse soon! Its now less than 48 hours away ( Read more... )

 I'm so sick of being stuck in the house these past few weeks. I literally sit here all alone all the time. Its nobody's fault but I feel like I cant catch a break for one second. James works all the time and when he comes home the last thing he wants to do is leave but its hard on me too because hes my only way out of the house. I have a headache ( Read more... )

 So I'm sitting here, its about 9:30 am. I had a horrible headache last night and was up all night feeling miserable. Miserable. It was pounding in the back of my head around 8 pm, and lasted until about an hour ago. I was feeling sick all morning and James wanted to get some breakfast so we went out to get some. I was still not feeling well so I ( Read more... )

 I feel like shit. I've been sick and James is being very inconsiderate of how i feel.

I only write in here when i'm upset, and its usually when i'm fighting with the 2 year old i live with...

So, anyway.
Honestly hoping for a break sometime here soon where he will put down the goddamn video games. Im tired and annoyed.

I am overwhelmed.
way overwhelmed.
ihatemovingstuffaround.
ifuckinghateit.
FUCKKKKKK 

 Im sitting at home in Mooresville at the moment watching "Fallen Beauty Queens." HAHA. James is still sleeping, im waiting for him to wake up. We get to go to my dads today and open Christmas presents in a few hours. Im excited. I havent dont any shopping for presents this year and i really feel behind and broke. Its a perfect day to get out of ( Read more... )

 So seriously something weird is going on with my dreams this week. Ive had 2 different dreams the previous night both containing my old house on Elbert St. Some really freaky ones. One was this creature that sat in a chair in the living room and stared at me and i was the only one that could see it. I cant remember the other but i remember it ( Read more... )

 So another depressing update ( Read more... )

 Why make plans when nobody really has time for them?

Honestly.

 OH MY GOSH ( Read more... )