I kind of feel alone.

I mean i know i have people that love me, but its like they are almost invisible to me when i get into these moods.

Its like blank. i feel blank.

So i almost woke up from my dream in tears last night ( Read more... )

went to my mama's tonight ( Read more... )

John just rubbed banana peel on his chin.

i dont know how i feel.

So Its Friday. And i have no plans what so ever for these next couple days. Story of my life ( Read more... )

 sitting here on the couch watching Dickie Roberts, because its on.
Not a lot going on right now, just felt like updating i guess.
Had a horrible monday!! I felt like i was going to die or something, and im not even trying to be dramatic.
Seriously, the worst i've ever felt. I was like passing out and sweating and throwing up. It honestly, was a bad ( Read more... )

me vs. electronics

i lose. everytime. 

Theres not a lot to update really.
Im feeling fine & everything.

I just want things to go well.
& im sick of fucking liars.

Hopefully that shit will change, i just feel so let down about it.
I dont understand why i cant just honestly be told the truth, even if its not what i want to hear, PLEASE! tell me that... than lie to my face everyday.  Im a grown ( Read more... )

So its been a pretty decent week. A lot of running back and forth lately.
My moms b-day was Tuesday...but i did not really get to see her but for less that a half hour. She had a pretty rough day. Wednesday i went on a double date with Brad and Jaime. We went to Shallows, and then to see Zombieland. I had a really great time. I wish i saw everyone ( Read more... )

So im really tired right now, i havent been to bed in over a whole day. Once again ( Read more... )