Since when am I at a loss of words? Is it my deep confusion of who I am? Is it my deep confusion of what I want to be? I really don't know. I tempt going back to who I was. But, what was I? I'm told that I didn't know who I was, and that I was sick; however, it seems like it would be easier, at times. To be numb. To have control. To feel beautiful ( Read more... )

I feel like this all out of some book or movie and isn't happening to me.
Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts.
I leave tomorrow for Forest View in Grand Rapids.
Thank you for all your support.

My faith in God has suddenly come back ( Read more... )

This is sort of random, but does anyone know of a good vacation spot?
It doesn't look like I'll be going with any of my friends on spring break, so my mom and I need to find somewhere fast, incase of passport needs.
Any ideas would be fantabulous.

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That stupid girl who hit my brother, is an idiot ( Read more... )

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Today was bittersweet, but only in my own head. I really didn't think I would be effected by graduation, I never really am. But as I watched the graduates walk across the stage I saw, my first best friend, my first boyfriend, my crazy informal geometry classmates, some enemies, and the people I never thought had an impact on me, but I realized, did ( Read more... )

Boys are the most confusing things/people on the face of this earth, hell, maybe even in the universe to understand.