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Writer's Block: Nothing ventured, nothing gained
Leaving Len. I learned how terribly I hurt him, my kids and my parents. It was unforgivable. -
Thanksgiving
I will miss my daughter on Thanksgiving. -
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It is so sad to see someone's life end and have all the material things that meant so much to them just discarded like trash. My mom's neighbor passed away last fall and her only son now is cleaning out her family home, which also was her husband's family home. All the little trinkets around the house meant something to her but to anyone else ( Read more... ) -
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The relatives have left California. They were in Flagstaff AZ on Monday 7PM. I expect they will be here on Wednesday or Thursday. I am taking my cat to stay with my Mom. I do not want to subject her to the upheaval. Especially a German Shepard dog and another cat invading her safe territory. I worry about my 6 year old dog too. If I see he ( Read more... ) -
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The closing did not go thru on Wednesday. They say they are leaving on Friday anyway. Duh. If they don't sign the papers before they leave they have to go back for the closing. Stupid people. -
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The closing is today. The van is rented for Friday and then they are on their way east. I dread my life from now on. I don't know what to expect. I don't know how long the stay will be. I know my house guests will not be happy staying at my house because we don't have a fancy house and I'm not suzyhomemaker, nor is my husband neat by any means ( Read more... ) -
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I'm afraid of what is wrong with me. -
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I'm not using this journal any more. It hurts me too much to read other people's thoughts about me and my family, which I love very much. And I'm keeping all of my thoughts and feelings to myself from now on. I don't like to hurt other people's feelings. I would never do that. I would hurt inside before I would do or say something to hurt ( Read more... ) -
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No way could I ever make it on half of what I'm making now. Barry has been starting this about selling the house and building a new house again. It has calmed down for a while. But since Bear was here he started in again. I've only got 4 more years to pay on the house. I've never had any extra money after paying all the bills. He won't give ( Read more... ) -
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Had a good day at work. Everyone is getting along for a change. I'm working on balancing T&A. I need to work on it some more ( Read more... )