hahahaha

oh and this is how i feel...

"All dressed up
And nowhere to go
I think I'm taking this trip alone
Thirty seconds till I pass
The questions you will never ask
Your regrets will haunt you
You know I never had to

But I'm saving myself from you
And did you notice anything?
The change is me
Now it's safe to say
You will change your ways

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i dont feel updating for real, this will do ( Read more... )

omg prom this weekend ... first a couple of pics and then a bit of a story, probably more pictures later this week (when chris sends me his)


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im updating cuz theres nothing better to do. here is a special shout out of awesomeness to chelsea and jackie. its really early on friday morning, my cleaning lady came early today. yesterday was mad rough. for all of you who read my journal and tried to make me feel guilty about it, get a life. my journal is mine, with my thoughts and opinions and ( Read more... )

wow i feel like such a waste. i dedicate myself to something for 3 straight years and this is how it ends. i guess its not really the ending, i guess the start of a new beginning but it just makes me cry. i feel so out of place, and betrayed too, betrayed by one person in particular. this person (im calling the person bob cuz i dont wanna write who ( Read more... )

tracey is awesome, haha, this is my shoutout to her!
anyway
on to other things
kill me please.