Why is it that plans almost never seem to work out? Or is that just me? Probably just me because I suck at pretty much everything. I want things to work out, I want them to be better. I'm willing to do the work to make it happen, but I don't know the work that needs to be done. That is what I want to know. That is what I need to know. I want ( Read more... )

I know I was supposed to update a while ago, but i've been kinda busy. Everything is back and forth. Some good, some not so good, it keeps changing. I’m never sure what is going on anymore. I've had several good days. Two weeks ago I visited my sister in Chicago, which was fun. Met some of her friends and mainly relaxed away from home, which ( Read more... )

I see our stars tonight ( Read more... )

Oh, yeah, I guess I do. Since I know Steffie will keep bugging me about it, I thought I would start using it again. I know I really suck at updating, but it happens. I've decided that I will try to be better about that. I don't really have much to say at the moment. My life is very empty and boring for the time being, I'm hoping to have some fun ( Read more... )

So i think i've figured out why i can't seem to update in any kind of timely fashion. When i first started my livejournal last year it was partially to bitch about stupid things that were happening in my life and they were frequent last year, but this year stupid things didn't seem to be as much of an issue. At the beginning of the year nearly ( Read more... )

So ib know that i';ve forgottedn to uipdate again. oops sorry/. buyt tonight was dollar drafts sat brqaveheart so PMA bAr night was born. holy shit. beer, long islands, pool,. fg bread on the sidewalk, road signs, buck, cops, phi sig hioues, druken peopl ien tyhre mall. wow. can't type worrtyhg shit either. tonight was a good nght. uhb tomototow ( Read more... )

I realize that i have totally forgotten to update in a long time, but i will do my best starting now. Today was probably one of the best days that i have had in a long time. Even though i had to get up before 8 this morning it was well worth the lack of sleep. Today i drove down to Detroit with Amanda, Kim, Laura, and Heather to see the Percussion ( Read more... )

TOday i am another year older and nowe of legel drinkning age. hence the really lousyn spelling which i can't stop. Last night after band kim, steffie, natalie, and charlotte went to the bar and waited til midnight so that i could get a drink for my birthday. we ended up staying out at the bar until late and tyhen i had to drivwe all the way back ( Read more... )