mom had a heartattack. been in a hospital all day. need to sleep. go back tommorow. rush of feelings. when i sit down and actually think about it i kinda loose it... so i'm not gonna stop to think. infact, this is too much thinking. bye.

it's hot, but you knew that.

"Life... provides"
-Debbie Schooler

yes it does.

went to park my car at the hoff garage in the mission. saw the police/fire dpt take down a jumper on the corner of 16th and hoff.

in the same minute, i turned around and saw a woman, in broad daylight, within view of police, take a few bills then kneel down, remove her dentures, and give a man ( Read more... )

if i end up doing my phd in san francisco, i'm going to move here from the peninsula. i've fucking HAD IT with driving up here and looking for parking for an hour, and only finding hour long parking. i can't take it anymore. i like living with my mom, it's a huge comfort to the family that someone is there with her but i don't know how much more ( Read more... )

got another parking ticket today.
sfsu has no record of my financial aid application for 2005-2006 academic year.
i can't register for classes, but moreover i may not be eligible for calgrants.
my day went from really good to almost catastrophic.
what the fuck!

bills - check
bank - check
register for classes - picked them out so yeah, check
teaching my last class tonight - almost check

check check check.

i just made a big post about being a dork but my computer ate it. i'll post again later, i think i'm gonna masterbate then play some video games.

i have totally been on the summer vibe - doing nothing major, just kicking back, playing video games, watching movies, hanging out with friends and family. it actually feels like a good break from the last academic year, which was incredibly challenging, and fufilling. however, at some point i'm going to have to plug back into my ( Read more... )

i get the darndess things stuck in my eye. a small shard of glass is the newest addition. yay. it's gone now, and my eye is all better. it was actually just beyond my eyelid so it wasn't "technically" in my eye. blah. yeah, its mellow now. time to go - gabe, ann and i are meeting eric to mess around with lvls from our last recording and do ( Read more... )

emptying my dishwasher half asleep is probably not a good idea. accidentally broke a glass, and i think there's a shard in my eye. um ouch.