Im soooo over this shit. im over this week, im over my mom and her annoying attitude, im over being a bitch, im over everything but work. suprisingly. its the only thing i like right now. i hate school, but i hate missing classes. IM OVER RAIN!!!! im over girls. stupid fucking bitches. im over caring. i dont even want to deal with ME anymore

just when you think someone is done playing games.

I wish i could get this right. I hope im doing the right thing. i just dont like how your sneeky. and how im brushed off. i hope i can keep this up.

i wish you didnt suck so bad.

I really miss my friends. I miss girl beach day, laying around talking about stupid shit and just being us. jacki and ashley I LOVE YOU GALS! I all of a sudden just got really sad. I want my girls :( We piss each other off ya..but i always now no matter what they will be there.

Ooooh

I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I'm looking out, hmmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
It's greener pastures I'm thinking about
Hmm, wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

Ooh, wild horses ( Read more... )

I always did hate the number 21..and look..its only 2 am and look how May 21 has already started out.

hmm...coincidence?

Im bored..i need a shower and to clean up my room. Ashley needs to hurry her butt up and call me.
I need new clothes/shoes for work. Next monday is gonna be soo shitty..i start my math class and work on monday. Its gonna be a long day. I really hope this job is good. I am seriously thinking about becoming a cocktail waitress on like friday and ( Read more... )

good weekend...EVEN BETTER NIGHTS ( Read more... )

If i wanted to feel this way i would have just kept dating Matt and running after him. What is up with fucking boys and running away..dont they get u wont have to run if u just deal with it. im fucking sick of being emo over this.