Well the plan was to get rid of the pink..not cut 6 inches of my hair off..but owell..as i've said time and time again shit happens and normally nothing goes as planned. But i do like it! There are a few things i would change..but dude..its hair..it will grow back. I have work soon..im excited to see everyones reaction! I really hope work goes by ( Read more... )

Can't anything just be MINE...fuck

Theres nothing like being reminded that your still new at something and realizing how scared shitless it makes you in a matter of minutes ( Read more... )

Havent written in forever and im bored so heres a great time ( Read more... )

Its sooo weird to think how things were at the beginning. Someone totally new, those CRAZY butterflies i would get. I guess the butterflies go away when u get to know the person. I was in love the 4th time we hung out..as crazy as that sounds.  I hate nights like this. I hate days like this. The things that used to make me happy say about october.. ( Read more... )

If my tears had any power i would cry but you cant fight the tears that aint coming ( Read more... )

it seems everytime this happens..i get blamed. This time..its NOT my fault..and im not appologizing. not to even just get it over with..which is all i wanna do.but wont. I just hope we come out of this stronger and not worse off.

I really do love him..it feels like the more i say it the more i feel it. He makes me so freaken happy..im so glad hes in my life. I would be a pathetic person with out him ( Read more... )

This is that feeling i NEVER wanted to feel again..the feeling that matt gave me..the alone, ditched feeling.

I dont want to fight..i just want the person that makes me happy to be happy too.

Ashley's gone :( I hate not being able to just go over her house and walk up stairs and there she is. I feel like someone just ran over my puppy.

This is ( Read more... )

Well last night was fun to hang out with the old gang again. Well sorta..minus a few key people. Its weird how much has changed..i used to hang out with the guys and be SO happy i was hanging out with my friends..but now it just doesnt make me happy like it used to. Dont get me wrong..i love the guys to death but All i could think about was Jason. ( Read more... )