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Crippiling social anxiety sucks for extroverts
I love being a Mom. That being said, I hate the feelings of loneliness that come with being so far away from friends, family, and a support network. I suck at being a good friend because I can't call people for fear of it being a bad time for them to talk. I can't ask for help because I've been rejected too many times. Making and sustaining ( Read more... ) -
The Zen of Ugly
About 3 years ago I decided to teach my self how to knit. My brain is VERY left side dominate and ultimately have a difficult time performing any task that isn't with my right hand. The only exception to that rule is Massage. My little experiment has proven successful. My left hand isn't quite so retarded over all; so I am going to take that to ( Read more... ) -
Dinner Sat Night
Hey NE Friends that still read this. Any one interested in getting together for dinner sat night in Southwick? Let me know. -
The Passing of Time
At the age of 26 I have experienced for the first time the loss of a loved one. To have it be my Pepere (French Canadian for Grandfather) is quite a blow for me ( Read more... ) -
adventures in incubation
Today I was my week 20 pregnancy apt. I was quite anxious and agitated going into it, but all in all it turned out well. Here are the highlights ( Read more... ) -
Stoopid Anxiety
So...I know my brain doesn't function like a "normal" persons. Ok, so I'm not normal but thats not the point ( Read more... ) -
A House is not a Home
The entirety of my adult life has been charachterized by a major theme. One thing I can describe about it for certian is being Nomadic. In the space of 2 years I moved more then 6 times. Even in the last 4 years I've moved at least 3 times ( Read more... ) -
Words and Stuff
Nervous ( Read more... ) -
Not actively unhappy
Since creating this journal I know that I have used it mostly as a place to vent. A place to share with the world how unhappy I am. Now that I'm not actively unhappy(which is not the same thing at as actually happy) I don't tend to use it as much ( Read more... ) -
Imitating someone who has a life
All of February found me in hermitdom due to various things like illness, pregnancy, and the fact Devon worked 5 weeks of 6 day weeks. This past weekend was the first weekend either of us felt up to doing anything. It was mostly spent doing shopping we didn't have time for, running errands, and other assorted weekend things ( Read more... )