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Self sacrifice, a simple matter?
Being in love is like being brainwashed, it is a constant rearranging of your own ambitions, goals, and ideas. When do you ever really have time for yourself in a relationship? Do you ever sit down and say to yourself, "What do I want to do today?" I know for a fact that I don't. I find that each decision I make, no matter how minuscule, always ( Read more... ) -
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A proposal
STARTING TOMORROW ( Read more... ) -
A Thin Line
His looks are getting worse. I'm not even sure what to think about it, I'm guessing Thursday was just a bad day. We went shopping for groceries, and after loading everything into the truck, he went to put the shopping cart back in the cart corral. While he was doing this, I got back in the truck and locked the doors, it was midnight after all. I ( Read more... ) -
Going Home
I'm tired of being told to shut the fuck up, that I am stupid. I'm tired of hearing the words "fuck you". I'm tired of all the negativity that brews from within him! We can't do anything together with out him having to bring the mood down, to unhappy, boring, listless... He just -complains- about everything we used to do! Either he has depression ( Read more... ) -
f.y.i.
Yesterday's entry was just an easy way to let myself down ( Read more... ) -
I need to [let] go.
I've always believed in not burning down bridges between people. Especially those who matter alot to you ( Read more... ) -
Regression
I wanted to post here, mainly cuz people never read this. Everytime I post on myspace someone says "what's wrong" ...but they dont really even care ( Read more... ) -
Some old stuff..
Just felt like posting some old stuff, from high school.. Mostly unfinished.
[Don't turn out the lights]
Pressure so deep it makes the wounded mind bleed.
Hatred, love double and fold.
As the support caves into desire.
Too soon it may be.
Trickling sensations down the spine
Opposite path for right of mind.
Girls’ jump of faith, that surely will fall ( Read more... ) -
A problem.
There probably isn't a word to better describe my situation at the moment. A "problem" that I have had in the past has come back to haunt me, almost to the point of aggravation. I don't really want to put in any details as of yet.. It's making me sick, not in an illness kind of way, more of a....gah I can't even put it into words.
....I'll update