Comments | btrflimoon: the things I should say... but won't

btrflimoon

the things I should say... but won't

Nov 15, 2005 04:58

I hate that you expect me to be the perfect little house wife ( Read more... )

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burningjungle November 16 2005, 16:24:51 UTC

I'd say open your eyes, but they look pretty open to me. You must really be hurting right now, I'm here if you need me, just call.

btrflimoon November 16 2005, 23:56:54 UTC

My eyes are wide open. But instead of airing all this, I will act as the dutiful wife and stick beside him, no questions asked. I just needed to vent.

burningjungle November 18 2005, 01:27:22 UTC

Got ya.

I would hate you to anonymous November 22 2005, 02:42:48 UTC

Man if I were your husband I would hate you to!!!! You bitch and bitch about all that is wrong and you leave you round self out of the picture, well that is one large void in the polariod! I feel bad for poor Nick for having to put up with you. He may be the father of your kids, but shit that doesn't mean he is obligated to be with you. You need a serious wake up call darlin, you should look in the mirror before you comment on anyone eles faults!! Give up the why me and oh shit just give up on it and get a f-ing life!!! Go to work if your poor, and stop being such a selfish c*nt!!!

Re: I would hate you to btrflimoon November 22 2005, 11:26:47 UTC

I believe you missed the whole idea of this entry. I don't hate him, there are things that I don't like sure, but I'd rather have him as he is than change him. I know he's not obligated to me. His "faults" make me love him all the more. I love his imperfections. AS for working. I can't, at least not right now, doctor's orders. High risk diabetic pregnancy with cervical problems, if you really needed to know. I'm just slightly curious as to how well you actually know me if you think I'm selfish. Yes, my journal is "me me me" It's my fucking journal! Somewhere has to be about me. My home, my reality is all about my family, my daughter, my husband. I wouldn't want it any other way. I vent sometimes because I need to, but doesn't everyone?

Re: I would hate you to anonymous November 23 2005, 01:02:29 UTC

The whole idea of your entry is saying how much you "hate" things about Nick not "dislike". You used the word "hate","hate" for the "faults" that you "love". So whats the "idea" of this entry I'm missing. And for two, you have been using the excuse of your diabetes holding you back from doing alot of things. Nick has paid for your "diabetic" ass for along time, when the two of you got married he was what, like nineteen, and you were, what, 23? At that age you should be responsible for yourself not a teenager. And don't play act like he was "wanting" to do it, he was as miserable with you then as his is now. He never wanted to marry you, you ruined his life all he wanted to do was to be a nineteen year old guy! No blobby-harpy-wife attached! And that fact goes for your selfishness, to. Yes everyone vents, and this is your journal but don't expect people to feel bad for you after the life(s) you've ruined.