hey well i haven't written in this is a looooonnnnnggggg time. well mostly im still hooked on xanga so if u wanna see recent entries from me go to www.xanga.com/butterflyluver...i know i know all u ppl are thinking "booo u traitor...booo." but u know i can have it both ways so no judging. I had fun last nite hangin with the girls for the first time ( Read more... )

I can't wait till summer...ahhh the lazy days of summer. Just taking 1 class this summer (possibly) or getting a job...dunno which...whichever works out. well didn't want to say much...im tired...i hate lab and periods...thats what my day has been.

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Finals suck! ok thats all i have to say.

Wow that was great...great poetry, great songs, great fine black brothers...just the eye candy this lil sista wanted...hehe jk. it was awesome...i wanted to be back at church again...thats a first in a long time that I really really wanted to go too...too bad i can't go tomorrow...i have to turn in my email proposal by 12pm tomorrow...to bad i can' ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't written in awhile...its hard keeping 3 journals, xanga, livejournal, AND a private one. I just had a bio midterm and it went really good. i was happy. and I got a B on the essay I thought I had failed...very happy day. Ah! but this weather is getting to me...no more clouds...i can't wait till summer...thats my fav season, i've ( Read more... )

i have this wierd fear that i just thought about 2min ago and i never really could put into words before. its so odd. i have a fear of going down a tube head first and getting stuck. its such a claustrophobic fear but if that ever happened i might have a straight heart attack...also falling (but i know that fear). so i guess along with falling head ( Read more... )

omg. im so glad that i didn't go last nite. shit went down. can't talk about it but it went down.

besides me going to dance, today sux. i got my midterm bak and i got a 65% on that mess. i hope its curved otherwise im screwed. gosh i hate chemistry. i don't know what the hell im doing. i don't know if i have the determination to be a doctor and compete with all those ppl for the place. i don't know. im thinking of speech pathology or physical ( Read more... )

my friend mary yesterday was like "bakersfield has freeways in it?"...ah yea...it is a city u know...its not like okie town..that really irritated me...only bako ppl can talk bad about bakersfield because we know. i mean its almost bigger than orange. its a fairly well developed city (except on the outshirts...where they usually show on tv) and its ( Read more... )