That's some muddy water right there.

And she asked me to respect her one wish to not be contacted.

Holy hell, if I don't die from being apart, I'll surely die from no contact.

We talk. Alot. Probably more than we did before. It's not the same type of talking. But we're still talking. I think that's a good thing, but I'm not really sure. She did tell me the other night that she still loves me, that she misses me, and she promised me that I was still something to her. I should probably stop being such a baby, then, and ( Read more... )

I know this hasn't been three years and some odd months down the drain. I know there's some greater good that will come out of all of this. I know it deep down, but I'm having an awful time feeling it. It just feels like everything we fought for, everything we were, everything we had all vanished in a week's time. This is killing me and it's not

This feeling like I'm going to throw up from nervousness isn't cool.

ughh. I wish I didn't have to wait a day for an answer. =(

The tragedy facing our world in light of the pro-life/pro-choice movements is simply staggering ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking about society's attitude as a whole. I am so thoroughly disgusted in the direction it takes, alot of the time. Some people would say, in regards to modesty, "So-and-so is just confident in themselves. Shouldn't they flaunt what they've got?" And in my opinion, it's exactly the opposite. That, to me, just screams insecurity ( Read more... )

That one of my favorite favorite besties is probably coming home this summer, and going to be around, instead of hours away at camps, or something.

This makes me so so happy. =D

We can now have a bestie reunion, with Joyjoymcjoy, Riki, and Kelso. This is epic. =D

Why do you love Brand New so much? (And, "Because they're awesome/talented/whatever" doesn't count. Lol.)Hmmmmm. I would have to say it has to do with their lyrics. They're so unbounded and unfiltered in what they have to say. That being said, they generally aren't crude, or just obnoxious for the sake of being so. Their style of music invokes a ( Read more... )

Love is indeed “ecstasy”, not in the sense of a moment of intoxication, but rather as a journey, an ongoing exodus out of the closed inward-looking self towards its liberation through self-giving, and thus towards authentic self-discovery and indeed the discovery of God.