"To love is a beautiful, mysterious event; do not miss it.  Be neither too cautious nor too absorbed.  Too many of us reason with our hearts and experience with our heads.  It cannot be so.  The heart knows no logic beyond need and desire; the heard has no senses except the common and the pragmatic.  Neither, frankly, is particularly useful in love ( Read more... )

the words that you said to me saved my life.  the realization that our lives are taking an uncontrollable turn away from each other numbs my soul.  i don't know how to let go. 

i can't remember the last time i've felt this much joy.  these past winter and spring months have brought me too much worry.  worrying to the point of not thinking i could go on much more.  when the weather changed from grey to sun, as did my mood.  this summer i got an internship at a firm in downtown seattle...i knew nothing about the firm before ( Read more... )

today i saw in myself a changed lady.  i got in line behind a man buying one of the last sandwhiches from the cooler.  his total was 2.25.  he was rummaging through his pockets and his back pack with no luck in finding money.  he told the cashier to go ahead and ring me up first.  my total came to 9.94 for two drinks and a pack of cigarettes, which ( Read more... )

i'm sick and tired of condescending, negative, insecure people. before i met you all i was happy/satisfied/confident...and now whenever you're around you make me feel like a load of shit. you don't hear your tone of voice, you don't hear what you say. honestly, i've had enough...i'm sick of trying to please others and i'm ready to start pleasing ( Read more... )

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21271545/wid/11915829?GT1=10450

every word. every line. every thing. it all makes so much sense to me right now. i am actually learning who i am. sincerely. i'm beginning to find greatness. i want to help change things. things are beginning to change for me, i want to help them change for others. the suffering is drained from my soul more and more each day. through ( Read more... )

because i sure feel like no matter what i do i end up with a knife in my back. i have enough of my own problems and it seems that including certain types of people in my life is just making things worse for me. i've always been a people pleaser and have always beaten myself up over bad situations when in actuality they are not my fault. but i ( Read more... )

that made me SO sick to my stomach.

"Would you have fucked Johnny Cash?" --Amber

^^Best question I've been asked all week.